This decision was important for me. I've been chewing on it all day long.
Nothing and no one is going to steal my joy. This moment, this day, this time is precious. And it is good, despite all circumstances. My God, the Creator of the Universe is also the Great Physician. I praise Him for His faithfulness and for His provision. He is supremely sovereign, and He loves my husband far more than I ever could imagine loving him. So I entrust this situation to Him and lay it at His feet. May all of this be to His glory.
And now I'm going to go enjoy the grace that I've been given for this moment. Tomorrow is taken care of.